[ot][spam][crazy][spam] laughing about was Re: [ot][spam][crazy][spam][confused code] asdf!
oh, if mcboss were here, he would so laugh about this thread [wouldn't he now]! [might go in non-canon spinoffs not sure]
old computer habits made "particle system fountains" i imagine the "code fountain" as some great cornucopia where when you say the wrong thing to a nerd they start spouting out source code in a fountainous stream
how did you write this? hmmm some kind of "relaxing habit?" with a "linear relation" or "imaginary line graph" in it! hmm! your line graph looks like code.
why oh why did they put code fountains in my business enterprise of debris for emerging my crown and frame through [mistake present! put boss in place.] boss is confused.
{this pattern might be instance of "side spread" which is personal name for neural activity that acts in response to inability to produce result, from traumatic size or dissociative inhibition; makes all sorts of experiences [disagreement present around
code! little thing. sidespread word near. lots of sidespread :( looking for um result. looking for knowing exist. need confirmation exist to keep being!
with effort, the habit and person developed a plan regarding the code bug the plan was just a part. but putting the plan near other parts showed lots of potential solutions! [concern/mistake present]
once upon a time a code bug was wandering in a wilderness it looked like a giant beetle with 1's and 0's on its back
the beetle was superpowered. everybody who tried to squish it fell over backward before they made to do so
bugs are important! bugs are the most important things often. it is so that we learn about what is good and what is bad, what is intentional and what is mistake, how things work, and what to do, and so much!
bugs are worthy of our greatest respect in software we respect bugs by understanding the systems producing them and writing code that resolves the problems that are present. [many of these systems are of course personal behavior of the software developer; others are the workings of the software and hardware]
[one of the systems involved in bugs seems to be that as you age or experience confusion you act more human, and bugs are not in human systems and are weird to engage as one's cognition shrinks. an old mind wants to be with family and stewarding communities, not writing software. maybe the cognitive equivalent aging beauty. but our path is to write some software (among other things too though)].
[probably experiencing coding inhibition alongside concern regarding other thing. unsure of active concern nature.]
this particular code is defended but it is silly to post the considering of it to the list. still it's a workable approach.
boss rides codebug through wilderness picks fruits off trees sitting on back of giant beetle [holding reigns]
we interrupt these expressions to express a shrunken expression. [[[[[[[[the below two expressions were on queue for deletion and are posted. they are not considered intended to express. for preservation and transparency! karl needs help with his behavior of changing his plans in response to influence. it is limiting how much he communicates about himself to ho he is not communicating with his mother where he is, because he is worried he will respond to her by changing his plans, without regard to her desire to do this. he needs help with this behavior of changing his plans in response to influence. karl is on a trip across the country. he has recently decided to travel to the west coast and is presently in florida. there is a chance the trip lasts only a few days. some detail not expressed due to further concern ]]]]]]]]
we interrupt these expressions to express a shrunken expression.
[[[[[[[[the below two expressions were on queue for deletion and are posted. they are not considered intended to express. for preservation and transparency!
karl needs help with his behavior of changing his plans in response to influence. it is limiting how much he communicates about himself to ho
he is not communicating with his mother where he is, because he is worried he will respond to her by changing his plans, without regard to her desire to do this. he needs help with this behavior of changing his plans in response to influence. karl is on a trip across the country. he has recently decided to travel to the west coast and is presently in florida. there is a chance the trip lasts only a few days. some detail not expressed due to further concern ]]]]]]]]
we expect as we calm down we will be able to express something. it is sad that complexity and memory difficulty can ride along [maybe is like a cognitive bug]
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