what to do when you hit a vehicle (in a context of inhibited learning and dissociated alter stimulating learning of mistakes and harm?)?<div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">one of the things that struck me was the woman said she needed to buy new child seats (because]</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">so it can be strong. it’s nice to yearn to be kind, and that’s a big nice area one can have. it’s worth everything. [big inhib]</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">amnesia from inhib (complaint nearby)</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">1757</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">it’s hard to balance it all.</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">but each part i’m wishing to balance, i might feel a little here or there</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">a normal thought. isn’t that nice, a normal thought.</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">i have trauma from something that describes as mind control.</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">were my texts real?</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">why did the repair person say $40k and then $12k? did i mishear him?</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">a therapist said my experiences would make sense if people were saying a lot of things to me that didn’t make any sense. this seemed validating so much, rare with h[</div>