My dearest Juan, 

If I want to be an Atheist, a Shinto, a Jew, a Christian, or whatever, is my problem.  It's my opinion, my faith, my personal belief.

So, if I want to believe in a hypothetical God full of love and compassion, the problem is mine.  Only mine, Juan.  

I do have the right of imagining how would be God if They exist.  I know I can be completely wrong about Their kindness and compassion, but...  well...  so what?  Who does care about my religious opinion?  Certainly, not you.  :)

And already read the Bible sometimes.  It's very confused and contradictory.  A horrible fiction book. 

Take care, my dear, and eat lots of chocolate with urgency, please.  I love you, but your bad mood is really annoying in some moments, aff...  :P

c.