[ot][crazy][personal] karl note

i just messaged somebody whom i keep myself away from and don't know how to contact _while i was blockchaining video of myself_ ;D i didn't even realize i was doing both at once i was thinking through other people i could contact, and how i was so thoroughly separated from all of them -- and then i realized the blockchain log. censoring me fully, means censoring this entire blockchain. that's some weight!