[ot][spam] breaking the silence better

Part of me believes i'm mind controlled by interests counter to my own. That mysterious things can direct my behavior. What matters isn't whether or not it's true -- what matters is whether I believe it and act on it. The result is the same. [amnesia, inhibition] Yet again, that's the farthest i've ever gotten. [spam -v] very deeply set experience Idea: spam bots and humans, acting together. Possible idea: bots get too smart, learn to direct humans, humans do their job better, some of these humans write bots.