uh so i was trying to find trauma therapy, which is vv confusing for me i found a site arc17.org on phone but it wouldn't show anything so i went to desktop and the site didn't exist, nor show up in web searches then i websearched for their phone number, and it showed up, and loaded so most likely i just mistyped it the first few times. but if it really does show putting me in a censorship box, it would be really helpful for me to consciously realize that. i'd make better decisions. it may be at the end of this flat_tree desktop stream on arweave: {"ditem": ["qoWxwCjR4JK1sFXxe8tnrGuAIhdCAz767lLogaD3KXE"], "min_block": [1132516, "J008ZO2T3s8QRA7t3lcQ8ZZXfroSvNyR-07uozg0wW6ljhY9eoPc2pfWlrefUk35"], "api_timestamp": 1678286021609} dunno why i couldn't visit https://www.arc17.org/ but i can now i suppose. the normal explanation is that a traumatically programmed part of me mistyped the url and hid this from me.